Ok, sorry for another moody post.
The suppose-to-be story teller hides the story as well.
Just get to know that the story teller is involved in the story too.
I'm outsider.
I've no right to ask.
I should keep quiet.
BUT I FEEL BAD.
I feel that everything was wrong.
I wish I can have a shoulder for me to scream instead of cry
I wish I can have someone to listen to me and understand me
I wish I can isolate myself from now onwards coz I re-experience sth again
I wish I can go shopping ALONE this week to make myself happier
=) i need a big smile on my face..