Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Ambition

"What are you doing now?" uncle/aunty/relative that saw me.
"I'm waiting for posting letter." Me
"What course you studied?" unlce/aunty/relative
"Pharmacy." Me
I sincerely hate to answer now. Wait Wait Wait. How long more I need to wait?

If you ask me if I ever want to be a pharmacist when I was young. NO
If you ask me if I ever want to be a pharmacist during primary school time. NO
If you ask me if I ever want to be a pharmacist during high school time. NO
If you ask me if I ever want to be a pharmacist during college time. NO

Then why I took up this course? Why I'm sitting at home now doing nothing?
Do I want to be a pharmacist? I would say I still couldn't see myself working in the hospital.
Do I want to help people? Yes. But maybe in another way?
What can I do now? What shall I do now? @.@

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

剪刀石头布

每天坐在家里等信,是一件很困难的事情。
要去打工吗?要去旅行吗?万一信来了怎么办?
信啊信,你可以让我知道你几时才会到吗?
茫然的前方,我快迷失了自我。

是不是应该去旅行,四处走走,学一些新的文化,看看一些不一样的花花草草
可是旅行就像一把剪刀,在我荷包里剪啊剪。心痛呢!
是不是应该去打工,赚一些小钱,消遣消遣。我就可以用布把小钱装起来。
可是信啊,你会在过两天就到达吗?
是不是应该继续发呆?当了几个月的石头也太习惯了吧!
可是信啊,你会不会不来啊?

自己和自己猜拳
等待成为药剂师的生活
值得吗?

Monday, March 10, 2014

Don't be lazy

Holiday is a little too long now, where are you my posting letter?
If you aren't coming, can you give me some money instead? 
So I can go travel, I can experience new things, meet new friends, be more grateful.

Getting lazier and crazier day by day.
Not doing any reading.
But I focus on my food and travel blog, at least I write. 
Have you read it? Show some support please! =D

I need to read, from this week onward. 
Eyeing on the book "Tuesdays with Morrie" and also "Fifty Shades of Grey".
Should I buy? or where can I borrow them? 
Ahhhh.... I'm even lazy to think about such easy stuff.
Will post about my reading, to share good books with everyone, you, my friend =)

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

咱们都是被宠坏的

你曾经试过吗?
当你拥有了阳光,你会嘀咕说“雨啊!你在哪儿?”
当你拥有了朋友,你会想说“他/她会成为我的好知己?”
当你拥有了一台手机,你就会想说“智能手机在哪儿?”
等等。。等等。。

你会不停不停地,想尽办法让自己满足自己的欲望
时间或长或短,你总会让自己被宠一下。
办法或新或就旧,也会满足自己一下。
人生需要充满希望,所以我们希望得越多,就越会宠自己。
有时候会过火,一发不可收拾。
要满足自己还是让自己失望?
怎么抉择?
指明路灯说的话,听得进去吗?

Monday, March 3, 2014

The Journey


The journey in life, there's happiness, sadness, surprises, forgiveness, love, disappointment, and many kind of feelings. 

Watched "The Journey" during Chinese New Year with my sis. A very touching movie, which captured the love of parents for their kid and how people compromise for love. I cried several times in the cinema because I feel so touched.

This movie talks about how a traditional father accepts his "ang moh" son-in-law and how that son-in-law tried hard to learn a totally different culture and language. In this movie, I see love, I see how people compromise for good, I see friendship, I see unforgettable memories/childhood. I realized how I take things for granted and how I should appreciate everything in my life. 

I should learn. To love. To forgive. To change. To let go. 

Say something I'm giving up

Recently, I can't stop myself from singing "Say Something" by A Great Big World & Christina Aguilera. "Say something I'm giving up on you..." Maybe it acts like a reminder for me, to stop thinking about nonsense, to accept some ignorance, to give up on things that are not important.

I learnt to be grateful. I learnt to be lazy. I learnt to ignore people when necessary. I believe relationship, either family, friends or lovers, need to be 2-way. If one doesn't pay effort, the other one will be tired. No one is meant to keep "giving" and not "receiving". That's what I think. What about you?