友情的寿命有多长？

突然，感慨。。。
友情的寿命有多长？
一辈子，一个世纪，十年，一年，几天或几小时？
你有一个了解你的朋友吗？
你有一个会因为你彷徨无措的眼神而给你一个拥抱的朋友吗？
你有一个会为你的难过而落泪的朋友吗？

很多时候，
在当下你会觉得跟某个人很合拍
无话不谈，很了解对方
心里应该嘀咕说，
这下还不让我遇到我的好朋友，我的知己
可是
一些错过，一些误会，一些不谅解，或者不知道为什么
就这样不在联络，变回陌生人
看似恋人般的分手
可却没有大喜大悲，哭天抢地

对朋友需费心费力
也会因距离而渐行渐远
所以说
知心的朋友不用太多
你有家人，爱人，朋友，敌人
你的时间肯定不够分配

失去了吗

好想跟大家分享在“我可能不会爱你”里的一没有把握些台词

--男女之间很少有纯友谊--

--拥有是失去的开始--

--若不拥有，你的人生就只会有失去和无限的遗憾--

好多时候，因为好胜，从不追求没有百分百把握的东西

却又因为这样，失去了好多好多的机会

是不是时候觉醒，不要再让自己活在遗憾中

把握身边爱我的每一个人

珍惜，惜福

失去了吗

回得来吗

怀疑，

还不如整理思绪

重新来过

人生总是充满希望的

Good Time

Semester started!
Including this semester, I have 3 more semesters to go before graduation.
How time flies.
I see how people and things changed every semester.
They enter your life, and they leave.
Some, with notifications.
Some, just quietly disappear.

This semester is challenging.
First placement and my first elective unit coming up.
I gave myself some targets to achieve this semester.
Hopefully, I won't disappoint myself.

It's Friday and I had planned my first weekend of this semester well.
Meeting new and old friends.
Doing something different. =)
Its always a good time when you can learn from experience and people.
Its always a good time when you can say out whatever that's in your mind.
Treasure the good times as they won't appear too often.

Panda

熊猫
在中国历史中有着不同的名字
中国有那么多个地方，有着不同的称呼也不奇怪
在我按下搜索后，很多稀奇古怪的名字出现了
有人称之为猫熊，《书经》称貔，《毛诗》称白羆，《峨嵋山志》称貔貅，《兽经》称貊，《貘屏赞》称貘，李时珍的《本草纲目》称黑白熊等等。　当地藏族同胞则叫杜洞尕，彝族兄弟叫它峨曲。
原来，我不了解这群频临绝种的动物 *太不好意思了*
要不是看了“回到三国”，我也不回搜索熊猫的名字
关于吃熊猫肉这一点嘛，给我少许时间做功课

After a year

Back from Port Dickson + Malacca trip with the exchange gang

Last year this time, I was in Melbourne, about to meet these people

We traveled a lot in Australia.

I can't believe we just met each other for a year.

Melbourne, Gold Coast, Tasmania.

We're doing this kind of travel in Malaysia this year

Same kind of feeling, warm as usual =)

I did a lot of FIRSTs with them.

First road trip, First whale watching, First backpacking, First paintball, etc

Memories will not be replaced

Friendships shall last

No matter how long and how far we're apart

We met in Melbourne, and our journey starts.

Till then, I love you guys.

爱上咖啡因

看着“爱上巧克力”
突然想写一篇“爱上咖啡因＂

不知道曾几何时
我爱上了咖啡因
以前只爱茶叶罢了
去了墨尔本之后
我爱上了咖啡

咖啡有很多种
喝咖啡也算是一种学问
long black, short black, flat white, cappuccino, latte, mocha，macchiato
各式各样的咖啡
我最爱摩卡
咖啡中有些巧克力的香气和甜味
苦中一点甜
有苦尽甘来的 感觉
像生活中的点点滴滴
哪些不是有笑有泪
也蛮喜欢白咖啡
因为它也是苦中带甜

咖啡因嘛
我真对它又爱又恨
它让我有无限的活力
它也让我依赖着它
没有它的日子
真的是苦不堪言
头痛到爆炸
咖啡爱好者
适可而止哦
 

Can you change?

CHANGE
Everyone's saying/thinking about making a change to their life
Most people just merely think
Very few took action
Not everyone can accept changes

It changes your routine
You wake up and no longer doing the same thing like yesterday
You no longer eating your nasi lemak but bread, drinking milk instead of hot tea
How many people can take the change?

You walk out of your house, driving in the opposite direction, instead of your normal route to work place.
Feeling lost somehow because things had changed
You're no longer seeing familiar faces in your new workplace.
Feeling lonely....

It's easy to say than do.
Easy to tell people to have a healthy lifestyle
Eat healthy, Sleep early, Exercise more
Who can adapt the change to their current life without feeling losing the real them?
Easy to ask people to change their habit
Easy to ask people to look at their future and work for it
Problem is, who want to change?

Regarding change, it's not just applicable for individuals.
Same goes to companies as well as nations.
We are human, we can't accept a big change, although we know that's good for us.

只要有钱，哪怕你懒得跟猪一样

美
是多么简单亦复杂的形容词
碍于每个人的审美观不同
美的定义有很多种

有些人说，　简单就是美
不需要浓妆艳抹
不需要太多的装饰
不需要奢华的物品

也有人说，　用心就是美
只要用心去装饰
哪怕是再便宜不过的装饰品
只要用心的打扮
哪怕是再便宜不过的衣物
只要用心待人
内心的美可以远远超越外表

美，也可以被钞票取代
只要有钱，你可以买最贵的化妆品
把自己遮掩得美若天仙
只要有钱，你可以穿上奢华的衣服
把自己显得高贵美丽
只要有钱，无论长相如何
在手术台上划两刀
不管你是猪扒还是钟无艳
都可以拥有天使般的脸孔

所以说，天下没有丑女人，只有懒女人这句话有待保留
只要有钱，哪怕你懒得跟猪一样
都可以像Emma Watson, Taylor Swift, Angelababy
有着天使般的脸孔

Kitten, may you rest in peace

Kitten, I just met you. It wasn't a crazy experience, but your mom brought your life to a devil's hand. Less than an hour later, your life was ended by a cruel man. I hope you can rest in peace and enjoyed your 1 week life on earth. 

Readers, you must read this. This is not a story that I try to make up. I saw it happened in front of me.

I was in my dad's shop this afternoon and I saw the cat holding a kitten walking out of my shop. That cat was a new guest in my shop. She stayed in my shop for about one week or two and gave birth to a few kittens. I have no idea how many kittens are there, but according to my dad, she has 5 kittens, staying in my shop.

My family is not a big fan of cats. We prefer dogs over cats because cats are more self-centred and hard to control. When the cat first came into our shop, we tried to chase it away. But that time she was pregnant, we just let her to give birth in a safe place. My dad waited for her to enter the shop before he closes the door. He fed the cat. Dear cat, don't you think this is heaven compared to your previous life, being wild and hungry all the time?

Maybe the cat feels insecure. This afternoon, I saw her carrying her kitten in her mouth, walking out of the shop. She entered another shop, which she thinks that would be a safer place to keep her children. She carried the kitten one by one. We have no clue which shop she entered until we heard the owner of the shop talking about us and the cat. I felt that something bad is gonna happen to the cat because that guy X (owner of the shop) isn't a good man. 

And, my prediction came true. Guy X sprayed insecticide at the cat and kittens. Then, my dad saw guy X holding 2 kittens crossing the road. That time both of us were busy as there's customers in our shop. So, we did not see what he did to the kittens. When he left the shop, I went to across and try to look for the kittens. There's no sign of them. 

2 hours later, after a heavy rain, another shop's owner told my mom that guy X threw the kitten over the gate, which is quite tall. I was shocked, sad and angry about guy X. How can he do this to two 1-week-old kittens? They haven't get to open their eyes and look at this pretty world. He killed them. He killed them with his bloody dirty hand. He killed two kittens in front of his son. He killed two kittens, who can't fight for themselves. 

That kitten is as cute as this!!! ='(

Cruelty shouldn't exist. You love your life, so are the others. We are humans with brains and ability to think. We should use our ability to protect other creatures on earth and not killing them. 

Guy X killed the kittens in front of his son, what he taught his son? To be another brainless, cruel animal killer? If that kitten causes harm to guy X, I have nothing to say. Maybe he kills due to his anger, which is still excusable. Now, he is killing lives for no reason. I will not buy anything from him from today onward. I don't even want to see his face. What a shame.

第２３届金曲奖S.H.E.表演观后感

无意中在晚餐时间目睹了第23届金曲奖最有重点，最有噱头，最让人感动的一幕

暌违555天的S.H.E. 回来了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！（x9999999999999999999)

真的很兴奋，很激动

才发现，原来我真的很喜欢她们

在Selina 还没受伤之前，我说过我想看S.H.E.的演唱会

意外之后，我一直都在等她们重新站上舞台的一天

终于等到了

金曲奖超有诚意的表演

满意满意

那种魔力

真的无法形容

它让S.H.E. 可以继续发光发热

它让粉丝们的等待没有白费
S.H.E.　曾唱过
I have you to believe, everything will be easy
晒的阳光　　淋的雨滴　　都值得回忆
你是我的魔力 想要勇敢就想你 
一眨眼睛 把不如意 都变成流星

我欣赏

S 的坚强，H 的冷静，E 的热情 

我多希望是她们的结合体

S 就好比坚强的公主，H 犹如冰山美人的歌女，E就是激励型阳光美少女

继续唱下去！很喜欢整个团体的精神和和声。

Now, I declare myself as a S.H.E.'s fans! Woohoo!!!!!!

First aid

看了两部有关精神分裂的戏
戏中角色都是杀人不眨眼
真的是所谓的变态思想

可笑吧，我觉得还蛮不错的
它让我觉得我应该研究一下犯罪心理学
它让我觉得mental health problem is far worse than physical health problem
顿时觉得去年上的mental health first aid 还蛮有用

关心身边的人
观察他们的一举一动
稍有不妥
就得问，就得行动
Observe and action

不能挽回

坚持  需要毅力和勇气
放下  需要更多的元素
逃避  不一定是弱者
只是聪明地浪费力气面对

一塌糊涂地考完试了
竟然浪费了还算简单的题目
我恨我自己
我讨厌我的笨
可是已成定局
变了就是变了
不能挽回了

弹起来

念书念到不知道在念什么的境界
不明白
所以郁闷
打开电脑
播个快歌
在房间活蹦乱跳一团
心情意外的不一样了
有了继续奋斗的意志力
加油加油！

危机就是转机

THINK POSITIVE
Everything is gonna be over in 24 hours
I must pass this paper so that I won't have to see the law book until my forensic exam
I still have to score, not just merely pass.
My dream has to come true.

THINK POSITIVE
I can do it
I can survive through it
All I need is a functioning brain and body to think, to write and to shade the MCQ sheet

4D gonna strike in:
Deep breath
Drink water
Do it now
Don't think about irrelevant stuff

Go Go Go!!! JUST DO IT

THINK POSITIVE
危机就是转机

I bumped into a glass

I know I'm stress
When I bumped into the automatic sliding door
That's the most embarrassing moment in Monash
You gotta know, that's the main entrance to the administration building with lots of people strolling around the foyer
I didn't see the door Or I should say, I forgotten its existence
I'm that blur You can laugh, I won't show you a sh*tty face
I know I'm stress
But I just can't feel the tremors or adrenaline rush in my body
That's the highest level of stress
Just,stressssssss

Distance by Christina Perri and Jason Mraz

I know I shouldn't be here. My first paper is on Monday.
However, I must share this with you NOW!!!
This is a very nice song-- Distance by Christina Perri and Jason Mraz.
Acoustic rocks to the max. Love it!
Both of them are coming to Malaysia soon! How I wish I could be there for their concert.





The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love


And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?


And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand


And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?


And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have


So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?


Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

Thanks to Christina Perri's tweet, I got the link to the video and found such a lovely song.
Enjoy!!!

What you say about breakfast?

Good Morning people!
Taken your breaky? I would like to share some of my favourite with you here. =D

It is kind of a Malaysian culture to have heavy breakfast. Some rice or noodles or just stuff yourself with lots of meat. No joke, look at this!

 Wan Tan Mee with my favourite char siew

(I still remember we'll always order, "uncle, give me one plate of wan tan mee, 'black-er' please". Haha!)

Nasi Lemak!!! See? We have rice for breakfast. Proper meal. =D

 See, I'm not joking about stuff yourself early morning with meats. Can you resist dim sum??
Forget about the steamed ones, at least they are still kinda healthy, but look at the fried ones. Heaps of them and I don't think many people will say no when the people pushing them in front of you. Nom Nom...

Alright, I'm hungry now. I'm typing this in the middle of the night, with my stomach growling very loudly. Let's continue with more tempting photos!!! C'mon!!

If you want something 'western' and we are talking about breakfast now, what comes into your mind? I bet you are thinking of this--Egg on toast *slurpsss*

 Or you want a bigger portion?

Hmmm...... What about a sub from SUBWAY??? They have nice breakfast set and the sub is different from normal time. Scrambled eggs is always my choice. They serve with coffee/tea, which just make your breakfast complete. A good way to kick start the day. =)

 You can consider McD too. They have cheap and nice breakfast sets. Muffins are nice too. =) Talking about McD breakfast set, I shall mention about their hashbrowns. One of my friend was craving for it the other day and a japanese buffet couldn't stop him from thinking about hashbrown. Awesome right? haha...

Time to show you my favourite! I will be happy for the whole day, with a sip of iced Milo. I'm not telling lies. They are just heavenly good, especially when you get it from a stall who can mix your favourite portion of sugar, milk and milo. This reminds me of last year. My friend makes me a very nice cup of hot milo. So memorable. =P

What to eat with Iced Milo? I would recommend Roti Canai! Yes, I'm a typical Malaysian.
That's the best combination-- roti canai + milo. You can have it for breakfast or supper at mamak stall.

I'm craving for a set of big breakfast now. The one my uncle made for me when I was in Sydney last year. Awww...... I want mushrooms, baked beans......

Hahaha... I'm making you hungry. Go grab some food now! =P
It's my study period and my entertainments are food, blog and facebook.
Have a nice weekend!!!

一模一样?!

很巧很巧

亲爱的室友和我的 internal 分数几乎全部相同

那么多测验耶

真是不可思议

再说

我们又常常不约而同说一样的话

鸡皮疙瘩都冒起来了吧

准备考试有一些有趣的事情发生

松懈一下也很不错

可是，真的有一些些不可思议

脑电波太相似了。哈哈

Stop telling me this!

"I know how you feel" is the worst phrase on earth.

Nobody knows how one is feeling unless they are in that situation, in one's body and soul.

I'm not trying to insult anyone here.

I had the wrong thought last year. I really thought I can feel.

Now, I know that it is beyond one's limit to stand the pain.

Mild food poisoning and a bit of abdominal cramp is going to kill me.

I took up the patient role immediately.

Just couldn't bare with the pain and uncomfortable feeling.

You're strong. Too strong.

How do you go through that period?

I always asked you to stay strong, the pain will be gone.

Sorry, I was wrong.

Now I know, it is not that easy.

Too late to realize now.

I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL???

It's a very ridiculous phrase for me now.

You will never know how I feel.

Don't teach/ask me what to do.

You will never know how helpless I am.

Don't ask me to stay strong.

There's time, I just need to fall apart and heal slowly.

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKE YOU STRONGER

Just let me build up my "immunity" towards everything.

A letter for h.p.

Dear H.pylori,

I hope you are not infecting me at this critical time. Please do no harm to my stomach. 

I wish my guess is wrong. I hope you did not exist in my body.

Sorry for being mean, but I really dislike you.

Please stay away.

Sincerely,

Rou

Calm

I'm surrounded by people who loves me.

Yeah, thanks for the comment. I read and wish to know who are you. Sincerely, thank you!

From my last post, everyone knows that I was unhappy and disappointed with some issues.

Thankfully, the negative feelings did not stay for a long time. 

I received an email from a lecturer, asking if I'm fine. That was so sweet and heart-warming. 

That's a problem for me as well. I don't know how to reply the sweetest email of the week.

Being emotional for all these while, I feel upset. I don't like the feeling of I-don't-know-what-can-I-do-now.

I blame people. I blame the situation. I blame my faith.

Everything just went off when I get back to track and start replying that email.

I am just too weak. Should be stronger and face problem with a calm-er mind.

Time to work. It's study week! 

After having a nice day out with my long-time-no-see sweethearts, I am here, back in my position, going to fight for the finals. I promised I'll stay focus and I should. 

NO MORE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. STAY FOCUS.

Good luck to me, and everyone! 

 

How?

Life is unpredictable.

It is of good and bad surprises.

Everyone hopes that they could have good ones ONLY.

But things just don't happen as the way we want it to be.

I used to tell myself, that everything is just gonna be fine, nothing can beat me down.

As long as you work, you will get what you want.

This semester is a real mess. I can't take it.

Bad news came in waves and I can't stop it.

I can't control. I feel lost.

Why is it so unfair? Why is it uncontrollable?

Can bad things stop happening on me? 

I need a break from all these craps. 

Jumping off the cliff is not ideal I know. 

But, how can I fix this? How?

laura jansen

This is my song of the day. Thanks to a friend who made my night. =D

Farewell

Semester is coming to an end.
Farewell dinner was simple, but I am really happy.
Do you know how great is the feeling when someone made remix of your favourite songs?

It is so great to see exchangees enjoying their stay here and adapted our culture (guess which one? haha)
I didn't mix around with them much but I see myself in them. That part of me which is left in Melbourne.
It's good to have them here. It's sad to see them leave.
All the best to them and hope they will come back because of us, malaysia and malaysians.

最亲爱的你

 范范一直是在我心目中幸福女人的例子。
听完她的新歌，真的是打从心底的羡慕她
 至少，她证明给我看，王子公主不仅仅是童话
有梦想，只要努力经营，是会有结果的

看你沉沉的睡去 忍不住轻抱着你
孩子般的 无邪安宁 幸福就那么笃定
突然想写一封信 给我最亲爱的你
看你不畏惧 一股傻劲 有时候多不忍心

夜里 无声眼泪惊天动地
我心疼你 为何倔强执迷
半梦半醒 你说再多打击 也不放弃

也曾失望伤过心 你总相信 那片乌云 会散去
从没变的孩子气 常让我生气却又着迷
就算冷眼伤了你 却不曾逃避
横冲直撞 也不管 受了委屈
我会 守护你那颗赤子的心 永远不分离

梦和现实的差距 有的时候 让你感到灰心
世界无情 只要记得我在这里陪你

我最最亲爱的你 擦去泪滴 那片乌云 已散去
我们一起走下去 一起笑着看沿途风景
我最最亲爱的你 最真的一句 永远守着爱着你
带着梦想前进 珍惜那最初炙热的心 最亲爱的你

Acronyms fun

Came across with some funny medical acronyms. Try to guess TEETH, FLK, ABITHAD, FFFF, GOMER, FOS.

Obviously, medical team has their own way to joke, even under stressful environment. HOWEVER, if these funny acronyms are used in medical notes, and not all members of the team understands, what will happen?

Don't worry, I'm not going to talk about anything serious here. It's just for you to have a good laugh, especially for my fellow colleagues and friends. =D

Have you come out with answers yet???

Share a song here and let you have a few minutes more to think:

Here's the answers:

TEETH - Tried Everything Else; Try Homeopathy

FLK - Funny Looking Kid

ABITHAD - Another Blithering Idiot - Thinks He's A Doctor

FFFF - Female, Fat, Forty and Flatulent

GOMER - Get Out of My Emergency Room

FOS - Full Of ... Stool

Hope you enjoyed. =D

亲爱的自己

亲爱的自己，

你要自甘堕落到什么时候？
以前那股冲劲是不是遗留在墨尔本了·？
活着的意义是为人生奋斗
世界末日来临也要没有遗憾
设定目标，努力奋斗好吗？
求求你，用功一点，专心一点。
拜托了

V-Vi-Vi-De-O

It's Saturday, 5th of May. I'm staying in the room, trying to study.
Spent most of the time watching drama instead. XD
Watched some videos about Ella's wedding.
She is hot, sweet and beautiful. LOOKING AT HER WEDDING DRESS, I WANNA GET MARRIED.
突然有一股想结婚的冲动。冷静下来，我笑了。自嘲。不是说最喜欢现在的自己吗。
Please watch her dance with Alvin. That's super awesome.



Changed my playlist and I'm happy.
Those are the songs which I can listen repeatedly. Hope you have a nice time listening.
Have a nice, peaceful weekend. =D

How Are You?

It's May! And talking about trip after finals, I realized that just another 1 month plus, it will be a year I'm living without you. 

How are you? I always ask you when I got home during my semester break. Yeah, how are you now?

I have so much to tell you, especially about my life in Australia and how's my life now. 

I have changed, I have grown up, I wanna show you how strong am I now.

You will see my change, right? 

Promise you that I'll be strong and I'm trying to.

I miss you, again. 

IPSF Medicine Awareness Campaign - Cough Medication Abuse

Medicine Awareness Campaign just started and let's spread this out. =)

Electrons

There's always something you couldn't change
There's always something happening which is out of your control
That's because we expect something, we have faith in something

Friend said, can we just live without expectation? I think, that's hard. Very tough.
Things happen for a reason.
We do something and we hope to get something in return. It's very chemistry.
You gonna donate some 'electrons' and accept some 'electrons'.
Things will only work out when there's an electron donor and electron acceptor.
That's how we are bonded. When we donate, we need to accept. That's why we always expect something.
It sounds simple but how many people can really work this out? How long the bonding can last?

勇字当前

有些事情不是一个Delete/Restart button就可以解决的

三思而后行可不是句废话

做错了，

不可以逃避，

不可以当鸵鸟

本小姐常选择自欺欺人，

不去面对现实

以为时间可以冲淡一切

今天发现到

敢作敢当才是勇者 ;)

motivation for today

• 不开心，是因为在乎，是因为失望了
• 没有做不到的事情，是在于时间的长短
• 只要是你想要的结局，过程重要吗？

厚脸皮-- Ella

Ella is getting married! =D
She is cute, active, lovely and has a sexy voice.
And I love her way of presenting herself all these while.
I'm happy for her.

Here's a song composed by her, for her wedding. It's so sweet!



This song just made my day. =D

Moving on

It's end of mid-sem break.

I promised myself I have to achieve something.

So, I gave myself 3 goals to work on:

1) I have to get rid of my dependence on caffein

2) I have to finish my assignment and study for my upcoming tests

3) I have to let go.

Surprisingly, I achieved 2 of them, except point 2. I still have lots to study.

But I'm happy enough. To achieve 2 out of 3, and feel the benefits of it.

I feel happy and calm.

I use ignorance as a way to let go everything and it works. =)

Its like lying to yourself but my mind do believe. Silly enough. haha.

So yeah, holiday is ending and I shall set new goals.

I will live like if 2012 is really coming.

I want no regrets, or at least, minimum numbers of regrets.

Smile and move on!

可以的

一个星期的假期终于到来

并没有很兴奋

但可以休息一下下也不错嘛

原来室友不在可以让我睡得不好

翻转了一个小时才入眠

满脑子都是很奇怪的画面

不是说要放下了吗

不是说要为自己找快乐吗

我对自己说

你要不就鼓起勇气

要不就死了这条心

下星期让我看到不一样的自己

回家休养吧

金莎 - 他不爱我

Found this song randomly in youtube.
I wouldn't say that this song is nice. Melody is a bit annoying but luckily the singer's sweet voice calms me down.
Read the lyrics. It's very true. =D

无题

如果世界末日真的就在不久的将来

可不可以不要让自己有什么遗憾

是不是应该放手

执着会有结果吗

I'm like an attention seeker recently and the feeling sucks!

Looking around and ,every second, I wish you would turn and talk to me.

It once happened in my dream

Those fairy-tale -like dream of a girl

And it's just like fairy tale, there's a someone beside trying to prevent good things from happening

I'll call it -- rotten apple

Always sticking by the side of the prince

Always got the prince's attention

But wait, fairy tales are for princesses, and I'm not.

Because, princesses are beautiful and elegant

In real, I can be a stranger, like I never exist before.

S for Silence

I'm quiet.
I miss you again.
I'm back in the area I used to be with you about 1 year ago...
It's nostalgic and I tried to hold my tears (and I did it).
That moment, I really wish that I have a shoulder to cry.

*************************************

Apart from the emo time before dinner, I had a very nice Sunday.
At least, I did something different in these 2 weeks.
Last sem, I missed a few friendly match and outing with pharmacy students from other uni. So, this is my first time meeting pharmacy students from other uni. Didn't mingle with them but it's nice to meet some new faces.
Yeah, I have to admit that I have problem recognizing faces recently. Sorry people, I just need more time.
The games were nice. Although the team we supported, and will always support, lost, we're still proud of them. (at least I am)
It's worth staying back to watch and cheer. =)

*Sorry people, due to tears kept dropping like crazy at this moment, after my phone call back home, I'll continue next time. Till we meet again. Love.*

Hope

期望
你我都可以拥有
或许我们的期望不一样
但可以互相扶持

梦可以灭
期望可以被人嘲讽
只要人还活着
就还会有希望

How time flies

First week of uni back in Sunway was really nice.

It might be the best week of my 5th semester in Monash.

How's the feeling back in Sunway campus, seeing all the familiar faces?

I would say, I feel good and relax.

Can sleep without any problem (except last night) with my lovely housemates around.

There's changes here, but I don't know how to tell. Just merely feel it.

Anyhow, I'm happy to be back here.

Sitting in the class with my besties feel so great.

Lunch in cafeteria isn't that sad as before.

Lecturers look cuter than before. XD

3rd year, is time to grow up.

It's time to learn to grab whatever you need and let go when necessary.

I wanna make a change. An important move.

Still searching though.

I wish it will be here soon.

I can be tough.

I can be strong. =) *my favourite song*

我和俄罗斯方块的夏天

我和俄罗斯方块的夏天就快结束了

我们的感情是不是应该到此为止？

是时候让位给比较有益身心的消遣了吧！

对一排排的方块有着万二分的谢意

因为他，让我的假期多了一个玩伴

但也因为他，我的暑假好像很颓废 （姓赖的，全部赖给无辜的方块 =P）

朋友们之间因为方块多了一些话题

至少几年后，回想起来

我们有一起打过tetris battle的夏天

也有send energy即时相救的夏天

SO LAZY

I'm lazy, that's why I didn't ............

Does it sounds familiar to you? That's a very useful sentence. It suits any kind of situation and if you add some tired expression, nobody will blame you (if they are in good mood).

I've been quite lazy, all the while. Lazy to go for manicure, lazy to trim my hair, lazy to do research for my new laptop.... I think I'm lazy to spend money. *fireworks!! boom boom boom!!* unusual but true for the past 3 weeks.

Today I don't feel like doing anything. Nothing at all. Yes, I don't feel like typing now. LAZY PIG is going off. bye!