一模一样?!

很巧很巧

亲爱的室友和我的 internal 分数几乎全部相同

那么多测验耶

真是不可思议

再说

我们又常常不约而同说一样的话

鸡皮疙瘩都冒起来了吧

准备考试有一些有趣的事情发生

松懈一下也很不错

可是，真的有一些些不可思议

脑电波太相似了。哈哈

Stop telling me this!

"I know how you feel" is the worst phrase on earth.

Nobody knows how one is feeling unless they are in that situation, in one's body and soul.

I'm not trying to insult anyone here.

I had the wrong thought last year. I really thought I can feel.

Now, I know that it is beyond one's limit to stand the pain.

Mild food poisoning and a bit of abdominal cramp is going to kill me.

I took up the patient role immediately.

Just couldn't bare with the pain and uncomfortable feeling.

You're strong. Too strong.

How do you go through that period?

I always asked you to stay strong, the pain will be gone.

Sorry, I was wrong.

Now I know, it is not that easy.

Too late to realize now.

I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL???

It's a very ridiculous phrase for me now.

You will never know how I feel.

Don't teach/ask me what to do.

You will never know how helpless I am.

Don't ask me to stay strong.

There's time, I just need to fall apart and heal slowly.

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKE YOU STRONGER

Just let me build up my "immunity" towards everything.

A letter for h.p.

Dear H.pylori,

I hope you are not infecting me at this critical time. Please do no harm to my stomach. 

I wish my guess is wrong. I hope you did not exist in my body.

Sorry for being mean, but I really dislike you.

Please stay away.

Sincerely,

Rou

Calm

I'm surrounded by people who loves me.

Yeah, thanks for the comment. I read and wish to know who are you. Sincerely, thank you!

From my last post, everyone knows that I was unhappy and disappointed with some issues.

Thankfully, the negative feelings did not stay for a long time. 

I received an email from a lecturer, asking if I'm fine. That was so sweet and heart-warming. 

That's a problem for me as well. I don't know how to reply the sweetest email of the week.

Being emotional for all these while, I feel upset. I don't like the feeling of I-don't-know-what-can-I-do-now.

I blame people. I blame the situation. I blame my faith.

Everything just went off when I get back to track and start replying that email.

I am just too weak. Should be stronger and face problem with a calm-er mind.

Time to work. It's study week! 

After having a nice day out with my long-time-no-see sweethearts, I am here, back in my position, going to fight for the finals. I promised I'll stay focus and I should. 

NO MORE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. STAY FOCUS.

Good luck to me, and everyone! 

 

How?

Life is unpredictable.

It is of good and bad surprises.

Everyone hopes that they could have good ones ONLY.

But things just don't happen as the way we want it to be.

I used to tell myself, that everything is just gonna be fine, nothing can beat me down.

As long as you work, you will get what you want.

This semester is a real mess. I can't take it.

Bad news came in waves and I can't stop it.

I can't control. I feel lost.

Why is it so unfair? Why is it uncontrollable?

Can bad things stop happening on me? 

I need a break from all these craps. 

Jumping off the cliff is not ideal I know. 

But, how can I fix this? How?

laura jansen

This is my song of the day. Thanks to a friend who made my night. =D

Farewell

Semester is coming to an end.
Farewell dinner was simple, but I am really happy.
Do you know how great is the feeling when someone made remix of your favourite songs?

It is so great to see exchangees enjoying their stay here and adapted our culture (guess which one? haha)
I didn't mix around with them much but I see myself in them. That part of me which is left in Melbourne.
It's good to have them here. It's sad to see them leave.
All the best to them and hope they will come back because of us, malaysia and malaysians.

最亲爱的你

 范范一直是在我心目中幸福女人的例子。
听完她的新歌，真的是打从心底的羡慕她
 至少，她证明给我看，王子公主不仅仅是童话
有梦想，只要努力经营，是会有结果的

看你沉沉的睡去 忍不住轻抱着你
孩子般的 无邪安宁 幸福就那么笃定
突然想写一封信 给我最亲爱的你
看你不畏惧 一股傻劲 有时候多不忍心

夜里 无声眼泪惊天动地
我心疼你 为何倔强执迷
半梦半醒 你说再多打击 也不放弃

也曾失望伤过心 你总相信 那片乌云 会散去
从没变的孩子气 常让我生气却又着迷
就算冷眼伤了你 却不曾逃避
横冲直撞 也不管 受了委屈
我会 守护你那颗赤子的心 永远不分离

梦和现实的差距 有的时候 让你感到灰心
世界无情 只要记得我在这里陪你

我最最亲爱的你 擦去泪滴 那片乌云 已散去
我们一起走下去 一起笑着看沿途风景
我最最亲爱的你 最真的一句 永远守着爱着你
带着梦想前进 珍惜那最初炙热的心 最亲爱的你

Acronyms fun

Came across with some funny medical acronyms. Try to guess TEETH, FLK, ABITHAD, FFFF, GOMER, FOS.

Obviously, medical team has their own way to joke, even under stressful environment. HOWEVER, if these funny acronyms are used in medical notes, and not all members of the team understands, what will happen?

Don't worry, I'm not going to talk about anything serious here. It's just for you to have a good laugh, especially for my fellow colleagues and friends. =D

Have you come out with answers yet???

Share a song here and let you have a few minutes more to think:

Here's the answers:

TEETH - Tried Everything Else; Try Homeopathy

FLK - Funny Looking Kid

ABITHAD - Another Blithering Idiot - Thinks He's A Doctor

FFFF - Female, Fat, Forty and Flatulent

GOMER - Get Out of My Emergency Room

FOS - Full Of ... Stool

Hope you enjoyed. =D

亲爱的自己

亲爱的自己，

你要自甘堕落到什么时候？
以前那股冲劲是不是遗留在墨尔本了·？
活着的意义是为人生奋斗
世界末日来临也要没有遗憾
设定目标，努力奋斗好吗？
求求你，用功一点，专心一点。
拜托了

V-Vi-Vi-De-O

It's Saturday, 5th of May. I'm staying in the room, trying to study.
Spent most of the time watching drama instead. XD
Watched some videos about Ella's wedding.
She is hot, sweet and beautiful. LOOKING AT HER WEDDING DRESS, I WANNA GET MARRIED.
突然有一股想结婚的冲动。冷静下来，我笑了。自嘲。不是说最喜欢现在的自己吗。
Please watch her dance with Alvin. That's super awesome.



Changed my playlist and I'm happy.
Those are the songs which I can listen repeatedly. Hope you have a nice time listening.
Have a nice, peaceful weekend. =D

How Are You?

It's May! And talking about trip after finals, I realized that just another 1 month plus, it will be a year I'm living without you. 

How are you? I always ask you when I got home during my semester break. Yeah, how are you now?

I have so much to tell you, especially about my life in Australia and how's my life now. 

I have changed, I have grown up, I wanna show you how strong am I now.

You will see my change, right? 

Promise you that I'll be strong and I'm trying to.

I miss you, again.