No regrets

It has been a while....
Life has a bit of changes as I've changed my workplace from Kedah to Perak. I am now living in hometown, being a mama papa girl again. It took me few days to get used to it as I've staying away from home for the past 6 years. It's good to be home again.

Few days ago, I did something ridiculous and I think it is worth writing down about it.
My life motto has always been "LIFE WITH NO REGRETS".
Hence, I have been very frank to myself and people around me.
Being honest, I've lost a friend. How cruel life is. Sigh......
Goodbye! It was nice being your friend.

Pitch Perfect 2 vs Flashlight

Have you watch Pitch Perfect 2?? It is a movie that is not to be missed!

I was really touched with all the songs. Acapella is really beautiful. I am amazed how everyone can sing acapella so well in the movie. Team work is so important in doing a great acapella. And the last song during the final is sooooo touching!! I cried after listening.

Share to you! Flashlight by Jessie J and also video clip from the movie. It's really nice! It will be very selfish if I don't share it here. Enjoy!

独立。吗？

独立

不是天生的

是因为环境所逼

或者是一个自我保护罩

独立久了，会累

不独立，或许会更累！

女人独立，男人会怕

女人不独立，男人又怕太黏身

而我觉得，独立，只是自己为自己的生活负责

独立不应该被认为是强势

独立的人也会有柔弱的一面

只是会在适当的时候展示出来

怎么办

我不是强悍

我不是凶狠

我只是要自我保护

懦弱的人会被欺压的。我深信。。

How great our mom is

Found a very interesting article and everyone should read. Mom is always the best person to find when you lost something. Lost your favourite watch? Lost your way in life? Read more about the article by clicking the link below:

How great mom can be......

何必说谎

说谎其实很累
一个谎言，总需要更多的谎言来掩饰
为了掩盖第一个谎言，你需要花很多精神，很多脑力来保护它
累了，想说自己揭开真相
才发现已经太迟了
造成的伤害会很多
怕了
懂了
不会再犯了
何必说谎

敬女人

敬女人！
不小心发现的一首歌曲。
曲风刚好是我喜欢的。
女神的新歌- 她到底是怎么保养的啊！怎么都不会老？

敬女人！
拿得起要放得下。
不慌不忙，别紧张。
我相信，船到桥头自然直。
只要你努力，你坚持，人生是美好的。
励志的一晚。晚安各位！享受好歌一首吧！



敬女人
詞：徐若瑄/謝銘祐
曲：陳建瑋

第一杯敬 可歌可泣的青春
聊不完 扯不斷 的我們

第二杯敬 無奇不有的人生
還在煩 還在等 的女人

女強人是咱的偽裝 頂天立地有模有樣
天塌下來落在肩膀 努力扛
為了夢想只好堅強 日日夜夜不停的忙
女人其實要的簡單 只是陪伴

第一杯敬 可歌可泣的青春
聊不完 扯不斷 的我們

第二杯敬 無奇不有的人生
還在煩 還在等 的女人

是是非非 隨它去吧全忘掉
拿的起 放得下 別討好

再一杯 把臉上的妝全卸掉
愛就愛 愛到老 不動搖

大街小巷一如往常 有人流浪微笑有人受傷
夢想要有幾雙翅膀 才夠飛翔
我的莽撞我的慌張 是你不在我的身旁
女人其實要的天堂 是我們倆

第一杯敬 可歌可泣的青春
聊不完 扯不斷 的我們

第二杯敬 無奇不有的人生
還在煩 還在等的女人

是是非非隨它去吧全忘掉
拿的起 放得下 別討好

再一杯 把臉上的妝全卸掉
愛就愛 愛到老 不動搖

明天再往生活裡跳 時間很嘮叨
老天開的玩笑沒人知道
今晚～幸福的人買單 剩下的寂寞我陪妳熬

第一杯敬 可歌可泣的青春
聊不完 扯不斷 的我們

第二杯敬 無奇不有的人生
還在煩 還在等 的女人

是是非非隨它去吧全忘掉
拿的起放得下別討好

再一杯 把臉上的妝全卸掉
愛就愛 愛到老 不動搖

去年。今天。

以为是N年前的事了

怎知道，回想起来，今天刚巧是一周年。

什么？才365天前的事情？

朋友们，最近还好吗？

记得去年的今天，我们做了些什么吗？

十个人疯狂的旅行。难忘难忘。

一行人嘻嘻哈哈，靠着维斯(waze)，在亚庇逛了五天四夜

还记得当时的疯狂举动，真的是不堪回首。嘻嘻

哪里有人会把自己的声音录成烦人的闹钟，故意闹醒友人

哪里有人会像过动儿一样乱乱跑(朋友还以为我喝醉了呢！)

还有很多糗事吧！就不在这儿破坏自己的形象了。

时间过得真快！

新的一年，想去旅行的冲动更强烈了！

新的一年，咱们十位不知能聚首畅谈吗。

写此文，只因为刚才翻着日历，突然想到是亚庇旅行一周年纪念日

亚庇。阳光。沙滩。神山。知己。想你了。

偏心

工作了半年加两个星期

第一次感觉到不公平的对待

为什么有人可以动作慢，然后可以不被责备?

为什么有人可以工作做一半然后回家，然后可以不被责备？

为什么可以这么不公平？

为什么有些人的小小错误就被大声责备？

为什么有些人2分钟没做工就会被指指点点？

为什么可以这么不公平？

忍气吞声    因为我不知道该如何投诉

明显的偏心    我确确实实很不能平衡

*punch punch punch*

Welcome 2015

Third day of 2015. I'm in the room, practicing my ukulele. Yeah. I got myself a new toy in Alor Star. Time to pick up with my instrument skills. 

So far, 3 days of 2015, I've spent most of the time working and sleeping, and of course eating. Oh! Not to forget my cough. So my body has been very busy from top to toes. 

I'm grateful that I have kind people around me that gave me helping hands whenever I need one. In just 3 days, I received a lot of help from people around me. I don't know how to tell how grateful I am. I don't know how to show how much I appreciate their help. Billion thanks!! Good start for 2015. Thank you. THANK YOU. THANK YOU!!!

I hope 2015 would be a good year for everyone. Everyone, please be healthy, safe and happy. =D 

More importantly, DO GOOD. Be good to your family and friends, your colleagues, your customers, your neighbours, your pets, strangers on the street, people who need help.......... Only when we do good, the world can be filled with love and hope. 

On the other side, I would like myself to be good to myself too in this brand new year. =D 

Learn Ukulele properly.
Hopefully I can play a lot of songs by the end of the year, with good techniques =)

Be healthy and do more exercise.

Must be hardworking to attend zumba classes or go workout in gym. 

Take a break from work after PRP.

Honestly, putting such hobby aside is really painful. My food & travel blog is all about food nowadays. Travel part has been missing for ages already. 

Smile to everyone.

I wish everyone I meet with a smile. Even a stranger. 

A smile can make someone's day. I believe. Spread the positive energy and the joyfulness. =D

**Note: Only ukulele photo is taken by myself. other photos are taken from Google images

This Christmas is Different!

 

Merry Christmas to all my friends and family members, and to you (who are reading this blog post). =D

My Christmas wish for you is that you feel the glow and sparkle of the holiday season throughout the year to come. And may 2015 be a good year to you, fill with lots of lucks, happiness and joy.

25th December 2014. Christmas Day. Today, is a special day. It is different from my other Christmas days for the past 22 years. I am working. I am on-call for toxic cases (TDM). I am all alone at home playing ukulele and suddenly I received a call from HO. And so, my Christmas day becomes different.  

I am here typing this blog post in TDM room while waiting for results. Feeling..... erm...... neutral. Just being a little annoyed because I have to work due to other's forgetfulness. Oh well, since I have nothing to do at home (apart from learning ukulele), I feel alright. =) Holiday is suppose to be fun and filled with smiles. So I am not gonna have any negative feelings. Shooo!

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This is my first blog update in December. Getting lazier since I started working. Oopss! My life has been very busy and time passed really really fast. I can't believe that I've worked for 6 months and 9 days! Oh-Emm-Gee.. Life is good in Alor Star and I am working in a comfortable environment. Sad thing is, I have to see good friends leaving me after they finished their PRP. I hang out with them almost 24/7 and now they left and some are leaving soon. ='( I MISS THEM.

Appreciate every moment you spent with everyone around you. 

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

Think differently!

Started to read articles about financing and came across with Warren Buffett's quotes. Good things are suppose to be share and hence I've decided to share the quotes HERE with my family, friends and readers!

Quotes that are short, but trigger people, at least myself, to learn.

-->  "Rule No. 1: Don't lose money. Rule No. 2: Don't forget Rule No.1"

--> "You don't have to be a genius to invest well. But, master the theories"

Asking a science student to deal with figures. It is a bit tough for me as I can confuse with credit debit, not to say ROI and Value investing. Time to read and learn something new!! =D

新歌心情：时不知归 （周传雄）

朋友大大力推荐了周传雄的新歌 -- 时不知归。要去搜索这首歌时，并没有什么期待的心情。反之在这种情况之下，这首歌吸引了我。歌词的甜度，是像水果般的甜，需要咬下去才感受得到的。（有些歌词会浅白地表达甜度，反而容易一下子就听腻了）

好听！绝对要分享的啦！=D

今天又获知朋友求婚成功的喜讯！甜甜甜！天啊，是要我到医院去偷胰岛素来打一下是吗？XD



《時不知歸》
詞：陳信榮 曲：周傳雄 導演：山畝

因為有你 所以願意
牽引心靈 來到這裡
豐沛的感情 串連著兩顆心
這個世界 喜樂平靜

因為有你 是背後的堡壘
你的寬容 樸素優美 
執子之手 無怨無悔
像魚兒前後隨行共陶醉

愛時不知歸 淪陷在你眼眸裡
複雜的遊戲 我用簡單的心情
若不能時常在一起也願能隨時找你
分享心情忘了歸期因為你

愛時不知歸 淪陷在你臂彎裡
洄游的雨季 我有迷路的勇氣 
在十分濃烈的時候也還能若即若離
完美和諧無需解釋的默契

For my lost

A day to remember --- I lost my purse for the first time of my life.

It was my graduation gift from mom. Pretty sad thinking about it. It is just 6 months old. Oh dear, what happened actually? I have no idea where I lost it.

After today's incident, I realized how important is my purse to me. It seems to represent my life. A stage of life. Losing it makes me feel like I should start a new life, perhaps.

I should work harder for my dream.

I should treasure every moment from now.

I'm grateful with what I have in my life.

I've learnt that losing someone in life is an essential path of life.

Grab things that you want and never let go. That includes happiness and dream.

Presents get lesser as you grow older but they become more meaningful.

Random thoughts..... Haha... Mind not functioning well.

Oh well, I'm mourning for my lost tonight. I will miss you.

Forensic exam!!!

Having a great housemate is awesome! 

You know who you are. Never fail to enlighten my gloomy days.

Thanks for the gift! I'm energetic to study tonight! 

Forensic exam! See you tomorrow for the first and last time.

流浪。快乐吗？

我要。流浪。
我要。背着大背包赤脚旅行
没钱。会真的快乐吗？

（话说今天看到一位背着大背包的流浪汉，有感而发地写出来的。）

Liver cancer - how could you?!

Saw a patient in the ward, newly diagnosed with hepatoma (liver cancer). Deep in my heart, I was crying. I talked to him when he just came into the ward, he is cheerful but thin. He reminded me about my grandpa - who also seem very cheerful before he was diagnosed. This uncle is as unlucky as my grandpa as his management plan for his cancer is just palliative care. This is so common for hepatoma patient --> once diagnosed, mostly of end stage already. 

I saw him twice in the ward before I took off for a long weekend. Right after my holiday, I visited him again. This time, he seems thinner. He complaint about loss of appetite and his stomach felt uncomfortable. That moment, he has no idea about his cancer. And I, tried to hold back my tears. Grandpa complaint that before too. I remember how grandpa's tummy got so swollen and upset at the end of his days. It was painful for grandpa, and for us. Looking at this uncle's family members, I can see myself in it. They are trying to act cheerful and tried to hide their sadness. 

I hope uncle can live with this condition for a longer time with less suffering, to spend more quality time with his family. He is really nice and I did had a good chat with him. I'll pray for you, uncle. 

Grandpa, you've left us for more than 3 years. We miss you so much.
 Liver cancer. 3 months prognosis. That was short. I remember how hard it was to watch you leave. I remember it was me who asked you to go hospital for some morphine when you're suffering -- and that after your condition deteriorated badly. T_T I do hope you won't blame me. I just want you to have less pain. Hope you are doing well in another world. Miss you xx

Everything will be OK

"Everything will be ok!" ~~ I was telling myself today. 

You may feel like crap now, but things happened. 

Accept and move on with a big smile. 

Learn along the way, darling! 

PRP Life: Life is fragile

Seeing more patients day by day, and I realized that life is really fragile. This evening I just see the patient and family members entering the ward, the next morning when I wanted to interview them about their medications, they were gone. In a night, people may just lost their life. 

That experience taught me a lesson: 

Never think that there will be next time. Finish what you want to do at the moment immediately. Next time may be just too late to say. Want to say "I love you"? Say it. Want to give a hug? Do it. Want to share a story? Tell it. Want to clarify some misunderstanding? Do it. DON'T WAIT ANYMORE... 

[Sharing is Caring] 20 Things You Should Know about Dating An Independent Girl

Read an article about 20 things you should know about dating an independent girl (friend posted a link on Facebook) and find it interesting to share.

Independent girl? Can I consider myself as one? Hmmm.... Of the 20 things listed, I think I can happily fit myself into many of them. *claps* This makes me happy because I don't have high potential to be an over-attached girl. 

I love to be alone. I can climb up and down to fix things. I can clean up my own messes (which I usually creates a lot of them). Independent? I think I learnt it from time and experiences. Living away from home will definitely make you independent. 

This is my 6th year living away from home for good. From Penang to KL to Melbourne to KL to Alor Star. My happening life journey gave me the chance to learn and develop the ability to live independently. I may not be good in managing myself and my life still. But I'm grateful that I've given a chance to learn. 

Won't I feel homesick? Of course I will, but I will not cry like a baby anymore. Home is the best place in the world -- everyone's comfort zone. But being an adult, I feel the need to step out of our comfort zone, to take up challenges in life, while still cherish the moment spent with family members. 

(Notes to self) Things I need to learn

--> Learn to multitask and spend time wisely
--> Work hard to earn a good life for your family
--> Be good to everyone around you

--> Grab any opportunity -- they will not be there forever to wait for you to decide

--> Be independent

Have a good read of the article below! =D

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20 Things You should Know About Dating An Independent Girl

(adopted content from ThoughtCatalog -- LINK HERE)

1. We need alone time. 

A little each day and more than a little on other days. It doesn’t mean we’ve lost interest in you.

2. We don’t mind if you don’t call or text us every second. 

We like it. We won’t be contacting you either. That said, if you’re late, don’t keep us guessing as to when you’ll show up as we’ll make other plans.

3. We can clean up our own messes.

We’re not waiting around for you to fix our problems.

4. We are perfectly fine doing chores, running errands, and exercising by ourselves. 

If you want to join us, we’re glad to have you along, but don’t talk to us while we’re in the zone.

PRP Life: TIredness

Happily did my Methadone shift on Raya Haji weekend. Was very chill in the morning but after methadone session, I was bombarded with 4 bedside counseling. Sore throat. *cough cough* There goes my Saturday. Finished work at 2pm (instead of 11.30am). 

Can PRP life be less tiring????